Wednesday, December 17
& Stand by my side.
All I want is you.
Will you stay with me?
All I want is you.
Will you stay with me?
I love you;
Its beyond these 3 words.
Its beyond these 3 words.
Sunday, December 14
So weird it can feel, at times when you feel like just exploding,
but you know you can't cos you gotta keep a certain limit to everyone.
How do i let it out?
Which wall do i bang my head on?
tell me please.
i guess this feeling can never go away.
Don’t you worry ‘bout a thing, baby.
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby.
Friday, December 12
Wednesday.Out with Laughing Partner!
dearest came home to fetch me,
& we left for Yishun to watch tamil movie!
Omg, so nice kay, (:
But it was long. 3 hours.
Then, came home, dressed up again, then Larve, my sister and I,
went for Diana's cousin's movie marathon.
It was more of catching up tho.
That was at Hort Park.
Then, cabbed to hawker ctr to get Stingray and Yu Tiao.
Then off to Laughing Partner's place to makan!
Hahaha, we stayed there till like 2 plus, and cabbed back!
Thursday.
So, today's my big day? Haha, probably.
Woke up like in the afternoon! (Its a habit now!)
Dressed up, and left for Ang Mo Kio! (Second Home! Lol.)
Met Bala at his block. Went to interchange.
Relac-ed there for awhile. Hahaha, and then it was raining.
So we listened songs & talked. Then, his friends came.
We went to buy stuff. Then time flew. 6pm came.
Lover Boy sent me to work.
& guess what i went to work at 6pm instead or 11am.
But omg! Its like luck kayy.
I called Lover Boy & he asked me to accompany him.
So, i went. His dance practice!
He made me feel so good.
So i left at 11.30! (:
(At last i got a photo with this popular boy!)
After stone ages!
Awesome day, I love you.
Though the thought of you loving someone else kills on the inside.
I can't seem to be able to express how much i really like you.
Friday.
LoverBoy asked me to follow him to Bugis! :D
So, i woke the Baby up at 11! & he slept again.
I met him under his block. We bused there.
Shopped, drank Bandung, did pink extension for him!
(Same same as me eh! *grins widely*)
Came back to Amk, met RK! (after ages.)
Then, i met Larve and Pops at Bedok to makan, then cabbed home.
Another day, with LoverBoy can really bring me to tears of joy.
I will do whatever you like, boy.
I will leave the world behind.
Saturday, December 6
Laughing Partner. You're still someone I keep very close to my heart.
Never gonna be replaced no matter what.
Yea. We haven't been anything like what we used to be, at all.
You've not made me upset, its just some other feeling that I don't know how to explain.
I don't know cos it doesn't seem very like that and i can't assume things right.
& I know you're not heartless. You're a nice person.
Thats why I heart my Laughing Partner so much, that I cannot keep my mouth shut.
Yea, maybe the right time hasn't came yet? I'm sorry too. But you don't need to be.
Cause I guess its not your fault. I don't know why.
But I just felt that way & I couldn't keep it to myself.
And that, did make a difference to how I feel.
Thursday, December 4

I can just crush my desires,
& throw them into the bin!
You don't know what's this about.
& I don't intend to tell you.
Cos, you're too interested in someone else.
So I shan't bother.
If it can lead me to tears at 4am in the morning!
It really matters to me, i must say.
But sadly, I don't matter to you.
So just call me when you need me!
Never expected this from you.
Cos you were always someone so close to my heart.
Even now, but its just that i'm not important!
So just leave it, I can't force you.
There goes fate and us.
& to th BabyBoy, i adore so much,
I don't need pictures with you to remind me of you.
the time we spent,
& the memories we made,
are more than enough to keep you in my heart for a lifetime!



