Monday, September 29

Hate it when everyone talks about the oh-so perfect dream guy.
Seriously, not their fault.
But, haha, i don't know how to explain.
I mean there's a reason why its called DREAM guy right.
I used to have one too.
A hot body, good-looking, blah-blah-blah.
But, somehow, i seem to be happy with my favourite boy!
Totally unexpected, not the kind i'd turn and look back.
i didn't expect anything, not even an eye contact!
But, yea. Looking at myself now, tho things are not very happening,
I seem to be glad with what i used to have, and the small happiness i get these days.
Everybody finishes it off in one word.
a strong one, CHEAT.
But to carefully think about it, tho its partially true,
it seems better this way. I mean if he had came up to me,
and said he had a gf and asked me to backoff, I'd prolly call him a bastard
and could have entered IMH for depression.
Wait, i'm exaggerating. LOL.
But ya, i think he was nice enough to just drift away.
So its not exactly cheat, know!
I guess i prefer it this way.
You're nice, not the one with the hot body,
BUT, i just like you cos you took greta efforts to please me!
And gosh, duh you did. too much, indeed!
haha, anyways, now, i guess, i've changed my mind.
I just like you for who you are, and like you just the way you are.
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
& i'd like to start from the start again.
I just miss you!
I wanna be B's girl again!
Labelled your one & only!



