Thursday, August 7

Thats what I can do for now.
Is it just my bad time,
Or should i take it as things are happening for the better?
Everybody says "I told you! See, you should have listened to me!"
But trust is the key to a good relationship.
And i refused to believe the rest,
teling myself i will only believe what comes from you.
Anyway, big thanks to my oh-so lovely friends who've tried their best to cheer me up.
Thanks Shar & Beat for the Prata Roll, and it did satisfy my cravings.
Thanks Char for the lovely hand-made card; You actually sacrificed your time from studying for practical.
Thanks Siti, for the double Chocolate Chip muffin from Famous Amos.
& the rest who text and talked to me, asking me to cheer up.
You really don't know how it feels like to be like this.
Cause if you had known, you wouldn't have done it.
Anyway, I won't blame you.
It is your life in the end.
And, thus, your choice.
Feelings come and go,
but only some special ones can be labelled "YOURS"
I guess i wasn't lucky enough?
I'll just put it that way.
You were nice, caring, loving and everything else.
But who knew you were doing it to someone else as well.
It hurts, you don't know.
It fucking hell does.
Thanks for the memories,
& the sweet things you've done, tho.
I'll never forget those.
Even the scene where i saw you holding her hand.
All i gotta say, deep wounds really don't heal that easily.



