Thursday, October 1
Please remember that My Birthday's on 13th November!Pls start saving up from TODAY! (You shld have already started btw.)
Here's my WISHLIST!
Vouchers are most welcome! HAHAHA,
Okay, I shal stop being annoying! ^^
River Island & Topshop Stud Earrings!
& gosh few of those super nice, Gold plus Colorful Bangles.
The Guess Handbag! ^^
LV Bag!
Black PSP.
Casio Gold Watch.
Sony Camera.
Ralph Lauren Romantic.
Coach Wristlet! (Aiya but POPS has it rdy! LOL.)
ACER lappy!
More Studio Shoots?
.... & finally, proposal from you? HOHO.
<3
I can't wait to fall in love, with you! ^^
Hurry, can I turn time like forward?
Monday, September 21
Exams are finally done with, & the hols were here a wek back!I know my blog has been so dead since like..a long time ago?
Holidays were here a week back! & I've been enjoying myself! LOL.
Hols started on Friday actually! Saturday was spent out with the cousins!
& caught the midnight movie with them, THE UGLY TRUTH! Nice. (:
Then, Sunday was the usual clean-house-day!

Monday was shopping at Bugis with the Girls! Then, Seesha at Arab St.
The place was super good, with damn good food please.
NABINS, thats the shop's name! (:
Tuesday was pampering the nails! Haha.
Pedicure was at Far East, with Paulyn Darling! :D
Wednesday was shopping at town!!
I bought a new a pair of heels from C&K!
No no, actually, my Sistalove bought it for me!
With Larve's recommendations kay! HAHA.
Thursday was like surprsing Larve at her plave cos it was her sexy 18th!
She was turning legal, and the best part, she can go take her driving rdy! ):
I've got a year more. And I love her mummy, she's so adorable! Heehee.
Then off to my fav aunty's place!
Played with the darling Cuties! HAHA,then finally got back home after shopping at Tampines for baby toys and clothes!
Then Friday, the big day arrives.. like finally!
Mum's Graduation at SIM.
We all went for it.
"It is a family event." HAHA, that guy said.
He bored me to death with his speech, at the end.
OH. & i love my aunty so much okay! she's like the best please!
LOL. Then trained all the way to Pasir Ris with Pops!
Larve's chalet, at Aranda! Loved the Balloons!
Hated my hair, it was being a bitch! HAHA.
& then we stayed over & had all the fun in the world!
Saturday was the Family Photo Shoot at The Serangoon Broadway Studio.
So we all looked as if we were going to attend some wedding dinner!
HAHAHA, but damn, i loved my hair. & the dress.
But we haven't got the pictures yet! ): Hope it turns out nice!
& yest was Sunday, so back to cleaning day!
Now that makes a week! (:
Today, is just sleep and slack whole day!
LOL. BYEXZ! (for now).
OH! all picts on FB luh, I lazy to upload here. LOL.
Tuesday, July 14

Those days I was with you, will never be forgotten.
It showed me the meaning of happiness, Literally.
I didn't know what was it like to be sad, during those days.
You showed me love, care, concern, everything under the sun.
But you forgot to teach me how would I carry on without you.
I Love You, I really do.
When will you realize, I will never know.
To be honest, there's no more hopes left.
Lets see what time can do.
Till then, let nature take it's course.
Until this minute, I still can't find that negative point in you.
I've got no idea why all these is happening.
We were so happy together.
And within the blink of an eye, its all gone!
Why's she coming back to you,
When she threw you away when you most needed her?
And now you keep me aside when she comes back?
Think about it.
You wanna go thru the same torture?
What's wrong with you.
I don't blame you.
Cos i know memories are unforgettable.
But boy, these things are plain to see.
Idk what to do or say.
I wanna see you, and talk to you like before.
I don't wanna be in the present at all.
I wanna go back to the past.
When you and I were called WE.
Now when I'm having all these problems,
You don't know what's happening and prolly think I'm happy.
The shoulder for me to lean on is not there anymore.
I feel lost w/o you.
You'll never know that.
I miss you hell lots.
I need you bak.
I feel like i can't do without you.
I even hesitate to call or text.
Idk if you're feeling the same.
I wanna know what is happening between you and her.
God will you help me please?
Show him the right way,
It need not be my way.
But sth that will be best for him,
will be more than enough.
I LOVE YOU,
& I miss you more than you'll ever think.
Saturday, June 6
School has been great.
Pretty hectic in fact!
love my class, love the friends, love the lecturers.
But didn't know i'll be so caught up.
Many many assignments.
I aim for either A or B grade so that i can get into poly dip.
suddenly i love studying la.
More of projects anyway.
& I LOVE KIDS.
Haha, (:
I can't change anything.
I can bet on what you're gonna think but,
I can't do anything.
I'm sorry.
On a lighter note, I found someone new.
Who seems to be almost perfect.
But sth tells me that its the honeymoon period,
and that I haven't just discovered his -tive point yet.
But nvm la, as well its 2-sided, i'm more than happy.
So far everything's going on well.
He takes care of me well and keeps me happy.
I've been spending weekends with him.
But i swear its hard to have your guy in army.
I believe trust is the key.
And i trust him whole heartedly, thats what love is all about.
I LOVE YOU, BOY.
I MISS YOU like crazy, every moment! )=
Cause with every kiss & every hug,
You make me fall in love.
Thursday, March 19
I'm sorry, but...
I'm doubtful, of your love.
I don't wanna be cheated again.
19th March 2009.
The start of something new, baby.
Wednesday, March 11
There's always that one person,That will always have your heart.
You never see it coming, cause
You're blinded from the start.
Know that you're that one for me,
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh Baby, you will always be My Boo!
I don't quite know if its infatuation or something else, yet.
6 freaking days for you to be back.
I miss you real bad.
♥
Sunday, February 15
Haven't been updating much.I guess, i'm too caught up with having a life!
Thaipusam was a blast!
Saw all my friends! (makkals?)
& I missed HIS part.
DAMN! i was so ):
But i saw my eye candy! teehee,
he's sofreaking cute,
and that scene was like how its like in movies.
gosh, total co-incidence!
Then, dad left that night to malaysia for a week's stay at penang.
*wink wink*
So, Shar stayed over my place on wednesday after a day's shopping!
No need to say la, ofc very fun!
Then, next day was East Coast with Char, Manda, Ching & the 2 of us!
(Wah, like couple horr!)
then, Larve and my sister met us.
Cycled, ate, chit-chatted.
Went over to Ice Cream Chefs'.
Then, Char, Ching, & Amanda left first.
So, Shar, I , my sister and Larve had 49 Katong Laksa!
Its like the best! Then, home-d lorr!
Pictures below! (: (not all tho)
Thursday- Mummy, Sister & I went off to JB to give our
101 materials for tailoring. Heeeheee. Self-designed horr!
Fridays are for Vicky, cause i and his mummy bring him for
appointment at TTSH! & thats how the day's spent.
Saturday-Dad comes back from Penang, with a scorpion tattoo!
Gosh! SO0 much for saying, that if i do a tattoo, it'll be only over his dead body!
& today's family day! Mummy and i baked, then do the usuals like...
clean house and watch movie after movie! =)
Another great week ahead... ((:


Saturday, February 14
Valentine's Day.Supp to be very special.
Everyone's doing sth.
But i got no mood to do anything.
Sorry to the 2 i rejected with lies along that i had plans.
But at actual fact, i didn't wanna date anyone else except HIM.
the one & only.
I can't go with anyone else.
doesn't seem right.
Tho, i knew he was happily spending his day at his gf's place.
You wouldn't think that i literally st down and thought of you.
You thought i dated someone out.
Nvm, you'll never know how it feels to be this way.
I was somehow glad you're back with her, happy once again.
though it hurts big time in th inside.
Oh well... all i can say's that, i'm glad you're still my friend.
GOD knows erythng.
So.. i shall let nature take its course & god do his job.
Happy Valentine's Day to you, anyway.
In your eyes, there's this magic I see.
The magic of the moonlight.
Your breath carries my heart away,
Like the wind caries a weightless kite.
You love HER,
So.. DON'T DENY!
Nothing's gonna change the fact that i still love you so very much.
Tuesday, January 27

I LOVE YOU, LARVENA PRIYA MOGAN!
*sorry for snapping the most unglam shots of you without your knowledge!
I love you when you're most unglam, anyway.
Sweetest Girl, Always.
Just wanna let you know that, you're irreplaceable,
& that i'll always be here for you! (:
*sorry for snapping the most unglam shots of you without your knowledge!
I love you when you're most unglam, anyway.
Sweetest Girl, Always.
Just wanna let you know that, you're irreplaceable,
& that i'll always be here for you! (:
Friday, January 23

I MISS YOU ALL!
from the bottom of my heart.
& these 4 words do mean more than what they seem to be.
Loved much;
from the bottom of my heart.
& these 4 words do mean more than what they seem to be.
Loved much;
Wednesday, January 7
Time spent with you, is always treasured.The memories made, will always be left unforgotten.
& no matter what, you're always at the back of my mind.
Thoughts of you, are always there;
Which time cannot erase.
Lets just wait and see what this love can do.
I wish you could just take me away to a secret place.
& it'll be just me and you.
I should know,
That you're no good for me.
& thats why,
I love you, Boy.
Friday, January 2
Zomgah! So much has been happenning.One of the best holidays! Gosh.
Its either go out or work!
And its so balanced. I likeee!
hahaha, anyways.
Have been meeting Bala alot.
Then his friend happens to be so cute.
Haha, so that was my fling. (he has a super hot body!)
But still my friend now, i'm glad.
Haha, but a little weird la. Tsk.
So Christmas was spent at Fling's place.
I know, he's so niceee! (extremely cute and handsome! )
& then i started bringing his sister for outings. She's only 7.
So cute okay, she's so attached to me! Love that girl.
(Picture below)
Haha, and now, i've got a new eye candy.
And i heard, i'm his eye candy too!
How exciting! So i've been seeing him quite alot as well.
Hmm, pay's motivating me alot.
But i feel like quitting.
Hate the color bar!
So racists mann.
Gosh, so much from that idiot who can't speak english!
She speaks to me in chinese and scolds me cos i don't understand!
Crazy Woman!
Anyways, I'm loving life right now!
haha, its like the best part of life.
But i'm also anxious for results.
Oh gosh!
I like my eye candy sooo much!
He's so adorable.
=)
Wednesday, December 17
& Stand by my side.
All I want is you.
Will you stay with me?
All I want is you.
Will you stay with me?
I love you;
Its beyond these 3 words.
Its beyond these 3 words.
Sunday, December 14
So weird it can feel, at times when you feel like just exploding,
but you know you can't cos you gotta keep a certain limit to everyone.
How do i let it out?
Which wall do i bang my head on?
tell me please.
i guess this feeling can never go away.
Don’t you worry ‘bout a thing, baby.
Cause you know you got me by a string, baby.
Friday, December 12
Wednesday.Out with Laughing Partner!
dearest came home to fetch me,
& we left for Yishun to watch tamil movie!
Omg, so nice kay, (:
But it was long. 3 hours.
Then, came home, dressed up again, then Larve, my sister and I,
went for Diana's cousin's movie marathon.
It was more of catching up tho.
That was at Hort Park.
Then, cabbed to hawker ctr to get Stingray and Yu Tiao.
Then off to Laughing Partner's place to makan!
Hahaha, we stayed there till like 2 plus, and cabbed back!
Thursday.
So, today's my big day? Haha, probably.
Woke up like in the afternoon! (Its a habit now!)
Dressed up, and left for Ang Mo Kio! (Second Home! Lol.)
Met Bala at his block. Went to interchange.
Relac-ed there for awhile. Hahaha, and then it was raining.
So we listened songs & talked. Then, his friends came.
We went to buy stuff. Then time flew. 6pm came.
Lover Boy sent me to work.
& guess what i went to work at 6pm instead or 11am.
But omg! Its like luck kayy.
I called Lover Boy & he asked me to accompany him.
So, i went. His dance practice!
He made me feel so good.
So i left at 11.30! (:
(At last i got a photo with this popular boy!)
After stone ages!
Awesome day, I love you.
Though the thought of you loving someone else kills on the inside.
I can't seem to be able to express how much i really like you.
Friday.
LoverBoy asked me to follow him to Bugis! :D
So, i woke the Baby up at 11! & he slept again.
I met him under his block. We bused there.
Shopped, drank Bandung, did pink extension for him!
(Same same as me eh! *grins widely*)
Came back to Amk, met RK! (after ages.)
Then, i met Larve and Pops at Bedok to makan, then cabbed home.
Another day, with LoverBoy can really bring me to tears of joy.
I will do whatever you like, boy.
I will leave the world behind.
Saturday, December 6
Laughing Partner. You're still someone I keep very close to my heart.
Never gonna be replaced no matter what.
Yea. We haven't been anything like what we used to be, at all.
You've not made me upset, its just some other feeling that I don't know how to explain.
I don't know cos it doesn't seem very like that and i can't assume things right.
& I know you're not heartless. You're a nice person.
Thats why I heart my Laughing Partner so much, that I cannot keep my mouth shut.
Yea, maybe the right time hasn't came yet? I'm sorry too. But you don't need to be.
Cause I guess its not your fault. I don't know why.
But I just felt that way & I couldn't keep it to myself.
And that, did make a difference to how I feel.
Thursday, December 4

I can just crush my desires,
& throw them into the bin!
You don't know what's this about.
& I don't intend to tell you.
Cos, you're too interested in someone else.
So I shan't bother.
If it can lead me to tears at 4am in the morning!
It really matters to me, i must say.
But sadly, I don't matter to you.
So just call me when you need me!
Never expected this from you.
Cos you were always someone so close to my heart.
Even now, but its just that i'm not important!
So just leave it, I can't force you.
There goes fate and us.
& to th BabyBoy, i adore so much,
I don't need pictures with you to remind me of you.
the time we spent,
& the memories we made,
are more than enough to keep you in my heart for a lifetime!
Sunday, November 30
You know I hate it so much,But you just have to keep on doing it.
I'm so sick and tired of getting pissed off, these days.
Monday, November 24
Okay, finally back from the long stayover at chalets! =)
First was mine.
Rukshini came over on friday to my place.
So we carried all the barang barang over in the cab with DAD as well.
Then, after dad left, we went to fetch her boyfie!
Then partaye all the way cos parents were not staying over that night.
Laughing Partner came over, and stayed over too!
Movies, food, and the other junk.
The, at night, bomb for me! (:
Bala came over with few friends.
Wait, not a few, like about 5.
HAHA. then they all stayed over.
Tsk, so everyone gotta squeeze.
His 4 friends, BALA, ME, rukshini, her boyfie, larve, my sister.
That was the sleeping arrangement!
HAHA, so awesome. i know! LOL.
Then next day afternoon, larve and bala's friends left!
The 3 of us left, had our own fun.
Then, did my hair but got wet in the rain.
I looked terrible! thanks to Rukshini's boyfie, my cake was safe!
THANKS SO MUCH, DINESH! =)
i owe you one.
The, the Bbq started and the food came in with people.
















Huge thanks:
1) Everyone who came- Beat, Shar, Larve, Nielle, Gabby, Shanky & Family, Rukshini & Dinesh, Gladys, Jillian, Dev & Family, Pabs & Shaks, Xuan.
2) Rukshini & Dinesh- For helping me out in everything, physically and emotionally, like it was your own chalet! (: love you both
3) Larve- For making yourself comfortable so that I wouldn't be so bothered by the fact that you would feel odd. Love you, laughing partner!
4) Everybody else, for the presents, and the rest, your presence itself made my day and the party so good! Love you all. Thanks for coming. Love much.
First was mine.
Rukshini came over on friday to my place.
So we carried all the barang barang over in the cab with DAD as well.
Then, after dad left, we went to fetch her boyfie!
Then partaye all the way cos parents were not staying over that night.
Laughing Partner came over, and stayed over too!
Movies, food, and the other junk.
The, at night, bomb for me! (:
Bala came over with few friends.
Wait, not a few, like about 5.
HAHA. then they all stayed over.
Tsk, so everyone gotta squeeze.
His 4 friends, BALA, ME, rukshini, her boyfie, larve, my sister.
That was the sleeping arrangement!
HAHA, so awesome. i know! LOL.
Then next day afternoon, larve and bala's friends left!
The 3 of us left, had our own fun.
Then, did my hair but got wet in the rain.
I looked terrible! thanks to Rukshini's boyfie, my cake was safe!
THANKS SO MUCH, DINESH! =)
i owe you one.
The, the Bbq started and the food came in with people.
1) Everyone who came- Beat, Shar, Larve, Nielle, Gabby, Shanky & Family, Rukshini & Dinesh, Gladys, Jillian, Dev & Family, Pabs & Shaks, Xuan.
2) Rukshini & Dinesh- For helping me out in everything, physically and emotionally, like it was your own chalet! (: love you both
3) Larve- For making yourself comfortable so that I wouldn't be so bothered by the fact that you would feel odd. Love you, laughing partner!
4) Everybody else, for the presents, and the rest, your presence itself made my day and the party so good! Love you all. Thanks for coming. Love much.
Friday, November 21
So, everything was going on well.
Rukshini came over to my place in the afternoon.
I did my hair, we dressed up, make up,
everything with the music and the air-con!
So typical. Haha. And left to share cab with the
awesome sisters, Pabs & Shaks! So pretty!
Oh gosh! I couldn't take my eyes off them!
Then finally arrived at Orchard Hotel.
Met the rest, omg, i felt like a pair of eyes wasn't
enough to examine everyone! hahah.
Food was quite good, photos as usual, then,
after everything, left to Aljunied to meet that boy with Rukshini!
=) Almost went to Amk but i assured larve i won't go.
So i didn't cos i know she didn't want me to! ):
I did my hair, we dressed up, make up,
everything with the music and the air-con!
So typical. Haha. And left to share cab with the
awesome sisters, Pabs & Shaks! So pretty!
Oh gosh! I couldn't take my eyes off them!
Then finally arrived at Orchard Hotel.
Met the rest, omg, i felt like a pair of eyes wasn't
enough to examine everyone! hahah.
Food was quite good, photos as usual, then,
after everything, left to Aljunied to meet that boy with Rukshini!
=) Almost went to Amk but i assured larve i won't go.
So i didn't cos i know she didn't want me to! ):
Thursday, November 13
I woke up early to collect passport,
and didn't expect a surprise waiting for me behind my door!
So i reached home, (so unglam) and Larve and my sister
surprised me with cake, pizza and balloons! (Helium ones, my fav!)
Then yup, cake cutting, eating, and our usual fun.
Thanks dearests, for the surprise, cos it really made my day! =)
and didn't expect a surprise waiting for me behind my door!
So i reached home, (so unglam) and Larve and my sister
surprised me with cake, pizza and balloons! (Helium ones, my fav!)
Then yup, cake cutting, eating, and our usual fun.
Thanks dearests, for the surprise, cos it really made my day! =)
Thanks for the awesome pullover. I love it.
& thanks sistalove for the Ipod Classic. =)
=)
Thank you to all those who wished me! (:
The wishes made my day, as well.
Sunday, November 9
If only you were mine,I swear I would give up all my eyecandies,
just for you, dearest.
I like you very much still,
But I guess I will never confess.
Cos i know its impossible.
yet, I'm living in fake hopes.
Sunday, November 2
feels like crap.But still, i miss you the most.
And thanks for keeping me happy those days.
I appreciate it; Alot indeed.
Anyways, on a lighter note,
I miss you, honestly, and deeply, its comming from the bottom of my heart.
Mummy's murukku, so addictive luh!GOODNESS.
Wednesday, October 29
Damn, I really miss it all.Old times will NEVER be forgotten.
I treasured you like no other.
& Now, its all crashing down on me.
It feels like even if things get in place like before,
It will never feel the same.
It just feels like there's this gap between us now.
Nothing like before,
When climbed over every barrier.
I can daringly say,
Irreplaceable.
You won't know how much I liked you.
Monday, October 27
Happy Deepavali
(:
(:

SO FAT, SO FAT, SO FAT!
i need to shed those fats!
like after the 6th!
OH GOSH!



